Other Secret Life~

Asslamualaikum..

Hari ni cuaca indah, sejuk je.. tp pika pulak yg murung je.. pnt ckit.. semalam da start flu.. duk aceeemm!!! kt dlm DTAMS tu.. hari ni pun same.. asl la DTAMS tu sejuk bebenor.. So i decide to leave 30min early.. xtahan la.. kepala pun da denyut.. Otak pn kempis mcm belon kne cucuk,lega lps jwb exam Sains Kognitif td..

Sains Kognitif ni mcm blaja psikologi la.. bukan mcm.. mmg psikologi.. I wonder how psychology students bole coped blaja those things selama 3 tahun.. berat sgt..

Siapa kate blaja IT ni xberat? berat jugak.. tp xla seberat architecture, my previous course.. huhu.. this is the fact.. Architecture is one of the toughest course in the world.. Tp syukur jugak la pika tukar kos.. kesian bdn ni.. da rosak sne sni.. 

Ramai tny knape pika tukar kos, even lecturer pun tny? Most of then igt pika xbole bwk sbb susah.. haha kalau btul xbole bwk.. pika da stop mse 1st year asasi kt cfs iium lg.. but i did quite ok till the end of 1st year at UKM.. semua sebab takdir Allah SWT.. tbe2 pika di sahkan ad kecacatan mata called "KERATOCONUS".. pelik kn name dy.. bole la tny En Google, kalau nk tau lebih lanjut.. ape yg pika bole rumuskan.. bole tgk kt gmbr bwh ni

lbeih kurang mcm ni la mata pika..

Haa.. mne x down.. tp pika teruskn jgk since time tu ad beli Rigid Contact lenses. it very hard made of plastic.. bukan mcm contact lense yg u all slalu beli rm30-50 da bole dpt.. Guess harga dy? its rm900 a pair.. haha.. brg2 penjagaan dy a set rm300.. imagine that.. tp xdan lme pkai, my eyes structure berubah lg.. till sekarang xmampu nk beli bru.. huhu.. just bertahan dengan spec hitam..

Masuk 2nd year, still in architecture, tp mmg sgt seksa mata, skt je hari2, mata bengkak.. But an incident happen on that year, after our trip to Singapore, my life change once again.. my back bone tbe2 cramp on my presentation day.. Ya Allah, Tuhan je tahu perasaan pika time tu.. I just laid down on  my bad till evening, I cant move a bit pun.. Kerol bwk pika g hospital kajang.. smpai mlm duk hospital just nk check.. 1st diagnose Dr tu kate tulang blakang pika injured, severe mechanical backpain.. dy kate maybe bole baik in 2-3 month.. pika dpt cuti dlm 2 minggu mcm tu.. the pain xkurang ckit pun, malah lg truk..

My project semua tertangguh.. sbb nk angkat pinggan yg ringan pun terasa sakit.. Then after few month no good progress, pika amik keputusan utk tukar kos, Dr haritu pun da nsht jgk.. kalau x my back bone makin truk..

Sementara tunggu appointment kt PPUKM, pika duk ulang alik gi PK je.. bg ubat mcm2.. Time tu da masuk FTSM.. tp.. sbb ubat2 tu, I've lost my attention, my sense of sanity, emotional sgt truk.. bile stop mkn ubt2 to ok, tp back pain pulak.. Sedih sgt, xdpt gi kelas, byk tertinggal, xde tempat nk mengadu kot.. Xde siapa percaya yg pika ni sakit, lecturer pun xpercaye sbb xde surat doktor yg proper.. :'( nk buat cmne.. Sbr je la..

Ubat PPUKM

Selepas setahun setgh mcm tu, bru la pika dpt jumpe pakar.. haha bukan sng nk dpt jumpe pakar ni.. sepanjang bulan 9-11 2012 duk ulang alik gi PPUKM tu.. smpai naik muak bau ubat.. everytime pi sne 8am-5pm.. the waiting period is very annoying..sbr2 je kan..

Mcm test pika da rase, blood test, x-ray ntah bpe kali da.. Hidup mkan ubat je; Steroid pun Pika penah mkn ok.. haha Drug kuat tu.. Total 32 biji steroid pika da mkn..

Antara yg menyakitkan CT-Scan.. itu sgt sakit.. xtau nk cerita mcm mne.. tp liquid yg dy msasukkan dlm bdn time scanning tu, mmg pika menangis tahan sakit.. sakit sgt.. keluar dr chamber tu.. nurse lupe tutup kemas tiub salur darah pika.. time tu, byk darah keluar, kn da membazir.. huhu... Ibu teman haritu, nsb baik ibu ad, pika da pengsan sekejap pas keluar dr chamber horor tu..

After that test, i thought da dpt tau my problem ape.. huhu..pastu Dr release another surat utk buat MRI pulak.. ya Allah, da la pergi sorang je.. skali lg, air mata mengalir.. melangkah pulang ke UKM.. hhuhu.. yes few days after that, MRI day.. mcm biase pkai jubah half-naked tu (sgt benci jubah tu) huhu.. masuk dlm chamber ni pulak..

Sebijik mcm ni la.. ruang kecik je

Selama 1hour n Half pika baring dlm tu.. time scanning tu sgt bising.. bunyi mcm2.. to divert the pain , pika cube byg mnde2 yg best2 hahha.. tp xjalan..huhu

After that, ibu hantar pika blk, igtkn xde ape, sbb xde pening ape semua.. ooo pika silap.. smpai je blik, muntah2.. xbole dengar suara org langsung.. walaupun ckit, dge je muntah.. pelik kn.. tp benar.. Pastu, seharian pika xkeluar bilik langsung.. pandangan kabur je, kalau nk jln keluar kne ad org teman, kalau x tumbang.. it last about 2 weeks..

then keluar la result MRI, trus Dr suruh masuk Wad.. OPERATE!!! Ya Allah, Allah je phm perasaan time tu.. I've a little tumor, little but compressed my spinal cord.. 

3 days of detention dlm wad 4H Ortopedik persediaan bedah.. 3 hours of operation, fully bius.. My lovely mum setia tunggu kt luar.. sob sob thanks mummy..

Lepas bedah..

Lebih kurang mcm ni la kesahnye.. knape pika tukar kos.. kenape pika xpergi kelas..

knape pika slalu MIA missing in Action.. something like this..

Pika sgt syukur ad Ibu yg setia walaupun dy sgt busy.. Ayah yg slalu contact tny khabar walaupun dy xdtg..

My future partner K.. Yg sentiase tke cre of me.. skt mcm hape pun dy di sisi..

K.yana yg jge pika sepanjang recovery period after operation tu..

My family yg sgt loving, sanggup dtg jauh jenguk Iqah..

For some friends yg dtg jenguk,call n keep follow up my condition; walaupun terkjut tbe2 je pika ni kne bedah..

Allah yg akn membalasnya :)

This is my Other Secret Life Story~

Wasallam <3